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i can't be who you are
time out if everyone's worth pleasing
I'm a bubbbly,blur girl. I totally enjoy eating at Long John Silver, it's crazily delicious. Apart from that, i adore dancing and singing, they keep my boredom away. i love my bestestgirlfriends and of cause, my beloved one and only family, they just complete this happy life of mine. |
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AeenAinie Ameer Amira Amirah Aidil Aisyah Aizat Athirah Debbie Farizah Fazira Fitri Fizah Fyeqah Ihsan Ika Joey Khoiri Krystal Mahirah Nadyra Q'Liza Reena Ruzaini Sirin Tiqah Wardah WanSP credits
layout: (supervillain)codings: inksplash inspirations: minty-peach extra help :LIZA |
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @6:42 AM
David Henrie , him...?
 I LOVE DAVID HENRIE ( you rock my world )..... Hahaha... Cutestuff huh...? I'm just doing this to make myself happy. Insane? Yeh , I know. Hahaha.. Well , I'm supposed to go out with cousins today but unfortunately both of the can't make it. Hah , stayed at home! It's already my daily routine. Sheeeesh , boring? hell yeh! Hahaha.. I got nothing to do so i watched tv , then chat with my friends. After that , I got nothing else to do so I sat in my room staring into empty spaces. Something just struck me and , I just broke down in tears thinking of him. I'm just being silly and stupid because I cried for someone who doesn't even care about my presence. I even tried to be good and apologized to him from the bottom of my heart. Still , it doesn't work for him. I think he's having an enjoyable time , I'm glad he did. I just want him to be happy. I know , I'm wrong sometimes , PMS and everything. But that doesn't mean I've stop loving him. Does he ever know that? I've tried to be his best , eventhough I can't. At least,I tried? Whatever the case is , I'm praying to God that he will always be protected and will be fine. I don't know where he is right now or what he's doing.. And even how much I forced myself to let it go , it's just too hard for me. Maybe , God wants me to be more patience. I will , insyallah... I'm thankful that my loved ones are concerned about me but it's not as easy as what came out from their mouths. Saying is easy , but doing the real thing? It's hard. He said the time-out was meant to make us appreciate each other better... Somehow , he's got a point. But he don't know how bad I missed him. I don't know what will happened next. For this time-being , I just try to make myself happy. But , if he wants to leave me , at least said something to me and don't just go away like that. In time to come , I want to be myself back and be really happy like I used to. And oh yeh , I had a nice long chat with liza on the phone just now. I missed her. Gonna meet her and Atiqah after their work,tommorow at 4pm. Atiqah wanna shop for her prom night dress. Haha. SEXcited! Okehla that's all for now. Will blog again tomorrow , if I have the time.. Take care yeh Goodnight , sleep tight! Sweet dreaaaaaams. ( Hopefully I dream of David Henrie tonight :D ) And sorry okeh for the 'emotional' post today. I just wanna let out my emotions. I hope you people don't mind and don't be irritated keh. Ttfn all. Love ya! Labels: xoxoxoxo........ |
