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i can't be who you are
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I'm a bubbbly,blur girl. I totally enjoy eating at Long John Silver, it's crazily delicious. Apart from that, i adore dancing and singing, they keep my boredom away. i love my bestestgirlfriends and of cause, my beloved one and only family, they just complete this happy life of mine. |
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AeenAinie Ameer Amira Amirah Aidil Aisyah Aizat Athirah Debbie Farizah Fazira Fitri Fizah Fyeqah Ihsan Ika Joey Khoiri Krystal Mahirah Nadyra Q'Liza Reena Ruzaini Sirin Tiqah Wardah WanSP credits
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Sunday, November 30, 2008 @8:31 PM
Happy birthday to Amirah & Junaidi
TO MY BIRTHDAY girl & boy:  Right , let me introduce to all of you who's that pretty lady in green. Say hello to my cousin , Amirah Segiwella. Hahahaha. Okeh . She's my only hottest , prettiest , sexiest cousin I had. (And Fizah , you too okeh cousin. But you're the cutest.) '2nd December 2008.' When is it? What's so special anyway? You must be wondering right? Hahahaha. Let me tell you. Tomorrow is the day that Amirah is FINALLY turning 14. Happy birthday in advance , darly. I wish that you suceed in life , get a good life & have a good husband in the years to come. But for now , I hope you study well in school & then get a good job for yourself ya. So , are you having a big party for your birthday or are you not? Do keep me updated! Haha. Okeh , I love you. (And , I miss our 'kecoh-ness' everytime we met.Haha) So yeah , your present next time I give okeh? Hee(:  Well , some of you might know him while some of you might not. So..I'm gonna share something about him with you. (If you don't care , don't read. Easy? haha) This is my little friend. His name is Junaidi. He is turning 14 just like Amirah. He loves dancing so much. A little extra info , he's a very very good dancer. Very passionate. I like! ~two thumbs up for him~ Hahahaha. Okeh , I sound like a primary school kid , introducing their friend to the whole class. Right..just let me tell you straight to the point. No more bragging alright? (Alright!) Hahahaha, I must be insane to talk to myself. Oh! Don't mind me. I'm always like that.(for those people who know me , know it.) Hehe. So shawty (whooopsy! sorey junaidi.) , its your BIRTHDAY ! You're gonna party like it's your BIRTHDAY ! Hahah. '3 December 2008' It's his bithday ya'll! Happy birthday in advance , dude! Wish you the best in dancing as well as in your studies. Be happy always like me okeh dokeh? haha. Keep smiling , keep laughing and keep shining..beybey! Oh yeaaah baby! Shake it! hahahaha. You will always be my cute little dancing friend(: So , TTFN. Yeeeehaaaak! Labels: Wish you both the best in everything.
Saturday, November 29, 2008 @8:16 PM
Vote for KHAI(:
 Okeh , I ain't fanatic of my brother. Like oh purr-lease! But , I'm just being supportive cause I love him. So please vote for him if you are my friend. A little exercise on your fingers , clicking , won't kill right? Haha. I love love you guys so much. Do vote for KHAI , age 13 , school at Bukit Panjang Govt High Ain't asking for symphathy. But , I just want sincerity from you. You just need to register and click vote. Thanks. Here's the website: http://www.oktoday.sg/sfg/index.htm (Click Play & Vote) Thanks again..muah muah! Your kindness is greatly appreciated. Remember! Vote as many as you can. TTFN. Labels: love you, Thanks so much you all $$ Ka-ching! Ka-ching! Ka-ching! $$
 "I'm Paris Hilton.I'm rich & I'm famous."Morning , Morning everybody !! Okeh , I'm not here to gossip or critize her. ~pointing at the beautiful picture~ I'm just trying to relate something about her. Oh yeah...she's got the style , the looks & most importantly , the money ($$$) She can have whatever she likes. She can have the attention of all guys (oh , like I care. And no , I'm not jealous) She can have new branded clothes , new branded shoes & new branded bags everyday! (Okeh.I admit..this time I'm really jealous) Hahahaha! Whoa! I wish I could be as rich as her. A millionaire , I guess so? But , nahh-ahh to her bitchy attitude. That part really sucks big time! (whoopsy! Did I just critized her? Nope , as I say , I'm just trying to "relate" something bout' her) Let's imagine if I can have new branded stuffs everyday.. Let's imagine if I can drive a limo to school..(okeh , I know this is ridicolous but nemind) ~imagine-ing in process~ That would be like W.O.W! I will be living in luxury. Oh damn , that's what I called HEAVEN! Ooooo yeaaaah baby! Shake it! Hahaha.. But , yeah , I'm grateful & thankful with what I have now. A great family , An awesome bunch of friends & girlfriends and not forgetting having that dimple-guy in my life. It's awesome to have all this. And you know it yourself , that this cannot be bought with money($$$) Not even Paris Hilton can get what I have now. And at least , I don't have a bitchy attitude like her. Hahaha! Okeh stop! And , I'm glad to have a mum & dad that pampered me - a little.(listen , I ain't a spoil brat) They do pampered me because I'm the only stubborn daughter they had in the family. But , I got my limits. I don't show tantrums or rude to them when I didn't get what I want(sometimes only.thrice?) Cause why? I understood their situations. We are not rich , just average so I can't possibly get everything right? It's not like I'm a daughter to a king or a president. I'm an average girl just like some of you there. And in life , you know you can't get eveything that you want. So don't be frustrated. Work hard , get a good job.... And, "Baby , you can have whatever you like. Yeahhh",sang T.I So youngsters like me..(sorry for the long post) TTFN to you(: Labels: I want to be rich but NOT famous
Friday, November 28, 2008 @6:17 PM
Bon voyage to INDON,khairuddin
 " Hello,I'm Khai. I'm a defender."(oh , whatever LOSER! haha) Who's that annoying kid? ~pointing at the picture~ Haha. My brother , of course. And oh , don't mind his step 'cute' face. Hahahaha! Okeh , let me get started. Basically , this annoying brother of mine who loves to find fault on me.. has gone to Indonesia for his NCC today. I don't know what for he went there , but for sure maybe he's doing C.I.P Serve him right , he's so lazy bumbum.(muahaha ,evil me) All the homechores , he leave it all to me to do it. He left the house around 5am , I guess ? Haha. Cos I've been having my deep sleep that I didn't realise that he has left. Oh my , I didn't get to kiss him (Bweaaah , disgusting!) Hahhaah..Kidding! I mean , I didn't get to punch him.. But , although he always get on my nerves.. He's a good brother though , so protective and caring towards me. Well , I love him for that (whoopsy! Did I just say 'love'?) Hahaha. Uhh , I just hope he have a safe trip and jollywell enjoy himself there. Oh , another thang..I hope he doesn't forget to buy me something at Indon. Heheheheh(: ATTENTION: By the way , you guys..you guys! Catch him at Tv channel 8 ,OKTO. He's in the galectico , soccer thang ah. It's every Sunday at 12pm , evening! Hahahah. And ya,do vote for him too , thanks(: I love you guys , wanna XOXO? Hahahaahaha! Eww , noway! F.Y.I: So today , I'm going to hang out with my little friend. Who else if not Junaidi. Release stress lah , stay at home so boring you know. Hahaha. Okeh oh-so-lovely friends , gotta rush. I need to get ready to go out. So ya again, TTFN(: Labels: Bye annoying brother Aiyaiyai !!
 LET'S DANCE with me Today,I went to dance with Junaidi. Q'liza & Tiqah couldn't attend dance because of certain reasons. During dance lessons,like usual,we did our stretchings & cartwheels. After that,Ms.Kay choreographed our SYF chereography for next year. The theme was 'contemparary'. Ahhh daaaamn,I hate that. However..I find 'contemparary' kinda fun and interesting after the practise. The choregraphy was pretty tough with jumps,turns & all elements you know in 'contemparary'. But,all you need in dance is MOMENTUM(: Let's not brag. (Super fast-forward) LET'S WORKOUT IN GYM with me Today,after dance,I went to gym with Junaidi. We were both so 'kecoh'(standard uh,haha!) In the gym,suprisingly we saw Q'liza & her Hairi. So we had quite a long chat together. Q'liza was so worried about the dance(Relax ya,Monday I teach you) At the gym itself,Junaidi and me did the cycling thang for 20 minutes. We also did threadmill and I ran for 20 minutes. So much for slimming. All thanks to that guy who wants me to work out. Fooh..so tiring. And we headed home. I promised myself to diet and not to eat anything heavy after working out. But,guess what? I ate rice with sambal telur.(My favourite lah,cannot resist seh) Temptation,you know. So..all my work outs is just a waste of time. Whatever,going to gym next week again. I want a body like Fergie-licious,her abs and muscles are super hot. Daaaaaaamn,man! hehe. TTFN(:
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @8:29 PM
Trekking at MacRitchie Reservoir(:
    25 November 2008 Trekking at Macritchie Reservoir yesterday with Nabil. The trekking was great! I had soo much fun & I really do enjoy myself very much. It was my first time though. You know,I was all excited to go for trekking.Hahaha! We both were so energetic at first but for about 1 hours of trekking,I was damn tired. My legs were wobbly like jelly and I was thirsty like hell. All I wanted was to sit down and caramel frappe' was playing in my mind. Nabil was like," You're tired? You want me to piggyback you?" Hahahaha! But I refused , cause why? I'm heavy lah. He said I'm kinda fat so I have to endure and continue trekking to burn my fats. Hahaha... We sang ' row,row,row your boat..gently down the stream...' hahahaa! and, we were so rough.I punched him & he punched me! Wth. I got blabber mouth,I told Nabil I wished to see monkeys in the forest. And there,in the mid of forest..saw a monkey. It's far from us,you know,but that guy was so scared that he said, "What the hell was that? Let's turn back." Hahahahahahahah! Nabil has a phobia of monkeys! No,Nabil has a phobia of all animals even butterflies. Hahhahaa..OMG! And then,I act 'daring' and just walk in front. Fwww,lucky us! The monkey didn't attack us.Haha! (HEY NABIL: i was so dependent on you yet i have to depend on myself.haha) Hahahahahah! See,a girl is much more daring than a guy. So we walked 5km just to reach the treetop walk. Kinda torturing but ya,it's fun. In all,we walked for about 10km(maybe more) Amazing huh? Wohooo! A BIG clap for us. Haha! I guessed that's all for now. TTFN friends(: Labels: Walking thru the treetop with you.
Sunday, November 23, 2008 @8:51 PM
Chris Brown VS David Henrie?
Hello wonderful friends(: F.Y.I, I just came back from dance. It was super tiring with all the cartwheels and back-roll. And ouwwch,I hurt my back.Haha! But..I'm okeh now,trust me. *smile widely* So,wait.. Should I choose CHRIS BROWN or DAVID HENRIE? Firstly,CHRIS BROWN can sing,can dance and he is like wow! And secondly,DAVID HENRIE can act,super cute and he does magic(not in real life though,haha)   DAVID HENRIE VS CHRIS BROWN So,WHO will be my price charming? Labels: I think I will choose both.hehe
Friday, November 21, 2008 @7:45 PM
Snap Snap
Nothing much to post. Yesterday UNEXPECTED event happened. And no,booya! I'm not gonna tell you. Well,I'm selfish I know but so what? Hahahaha! Joking! Yesterday went Clarke Quay again to take my photoshoot pictures. Here it is,if it is ugly...I'm sorry but who cares huh? Heee,joking!     Labels: And smile (:
Monday, November 17, 2008 @8:30 PM
Nothing last forever
 Evening,ladies & gentlemen...I've search a nice poem from the net.. NOTHING LAST FOREVER When everything was beautiful and nothing hurt I would look in the mirror and close my eyes And behind my eyelids I could see the world Delving truth from beneath all the lies. When everything was quiet and no one screamed I could listen to the silence and find sweet laughter Between the blacks and grays of old photographs I could find color where the whites grew brighter. When everyone smiled and no one gave up I would weep and discover I had no reason to cry As my tears disappeared, I could reach anywhere And find a hand to hold, or a reason to try. When every season was summer and nothing was cold My heart was warm and never ceased to love For when the grass was green and no clouds touched the sky I could laugh until my cheeks hurt, but it was never enough. When everything was perfect and I wasn’t alone I would smile when I saw a torn picture of you And your face made the rest of my thoughts fade away Before nothing and no one made its way through. credits to:livelaughclimb Labels: all of us get hurt, make the most of what you do when you're alive., nothing lasts forever, we all die
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @8:56 PM
Happy birthday to IKA !!
 HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY,VOGUELICIOUS(finger pointing at the lady in blue)!! Your my only sugarmomma.(hughug ikahest) May you have a splendid,fantastic,bambostic birthday ever darl! Your present later keh.Haha! Yuhooo everyone! Sorry for the late update,you guys.. As you know,I'm sick but now I'm fully recovered.(eyay!) haha. Okeh,I miss him..badly.(you-don't-need-to know-who) I want to meet him! Urghhh! And then,now I'm like so bored cause I'm stuck at home the whole day. Acually,had dance just now but Ms.Kay did not attend because she had fever. Liza Ahmoi is at Bintan with her family now.I wonder what she's doing..Haha! And Tiqah,please cheer up okeh darling? Hahaha. In fact,I have alot alot to share with you guys but I'm just too lazy to do so,sorey ey! Haha. Labels: Stay happy-happy selalu.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @7:34 PM
Haaa-choo! Haaa-choo!
 *cough cough* Been sick lately. Sneezing and coughing pretty badly. Infected by my whole family. Cos' apparently my mum , my bro , my aunt , my uncle and my lil cousin were sick too. Fww,lucky me..I'm feeling abit better now.heehee.. By the way,Phydee cutey...I'm so sorry for not following you for your photoshoot this Friday.If I'm not sick,I will definitely follow you and help to make-up for you..I'm really sorry,I really do. Rasyad a.k.a SKDY(as seen in the above picture) is going HongKong this Friday.Gosh boy,I'm gonna miss you.Don't forget to buy for me new clothes over there ya.Haha! Just kidding.You're the cutest & most photogenic bestfriend I had.Geee...I pray that you will have a safe trip and do enjoy yourself.Make sure you take many many pictures okeh? Hahaha.Okehlah,till here friends. TTFN! Labels: I'm gonna miss SKDY., I'm sick
Thursday, November 6, 2008 @7:53 PM
A for Awesome!
 Yuhooo gorgeous people.. I'm freaking bored right now because I have to stay at home the whole day and have to wait for the many many hours for the next day. Oh eyeah baybay! Tomorrow,I will be going for my photoshoot at Clarke Quay.And,I have to reach there by 4pm.Guess what? Nabby will be accompanying me to go for my photooshoot.Thanks bestfriend..for sacrificing your time just for me.Eventhough you accidentally cut your finger till it bleeds badly yesterday just because you want to reply my messages,you still wants to accompany me.You're stubborn like me,that's why.Hahahaha! And as for my bgff(best girl-friends forever),outing soon please! Hahaha! By the way my dear ahmoi,I have not even start on my sketchings! How? How? Have you started? You did right? hahaha! I just don't have the mood to to do anything today.Perhaps just blogging & chatting in MSN.I think that will do for the day. I really missed school,missed getting punish for my messy hair and at the same time missed the foods in my school canteen.One more thing,I will missed Mr.Lim for sure.Well,next year I have to work supremely hard for my O levels.No more outings! No more chattings! No more bloggings! No more messagings(like real)! Hahah..I really need help for my pathetic mathematics and combine sciences.Ohh gosh! It's very depressing..I guess I will be a geek-for-the-year,studying & studying.I'm just not sure if I can do well for my O levels.With my ahhyayai-attitude & looking at my end-of-year results,I don't think I can make it.Seriously! To think back,I'm just plain lazy to work hard and put my extra efforts on my studies.And,I must change this ahhyayai-attitude of mine..Uhh,let's just skipped this because it's making me so terrified(okeh bedek).Hahhaha! T-T-F-N(Ta-Ta-For-Now) you all! Labels: gugu-gaga
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 @4:39 AM
Ouww girls just wanna fun.
5th November 2008; Went sentosa with the beautiful ladies, nothing much to say. Cos' the pictures tell it all.... (and shewt ! I'm getting more darker like negro sehh)         T-T-F-N !!! Labels: happiness, joy, laughters
Monday, November 3, 2008 @8:23 PM
With me
 Dedicated to nabby: I don't want this moment, to ever end, Where everything's nothing, without you. I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile, Cause it's true, I am nothing without you. Through it all, I've made my mistakes. I stumble and fall, But I mean these words. I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul, I'll hold on to this moment you know. As I bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go. Thoughts read are spoken, forever and now. Pieces of memories fall to the ground. I know what I did and how so, I won't let this go. Cause it's true, I am nothing without you. All the streets, where I walked alone, With nowhere to go. Have come to an end. I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul, I hold on to this moment you know. As I bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go. In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies, When you don't know what you're looking to find. In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies, When you just never know what you will find. What you will find, what you will find What you will find, what you will find I don't want this moment to ever end. Where everything's nothing without you, I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul, I hold on to this moment you know. As I bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go. I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul, I hold on to this moment you know. As I bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go. Labels: I am nothing without you Summer love..
     What I did this summer at the beach. Celebrating his birthday.Haha! Ade macam Sandy & Johnny tak in GREASE? Haha,okeh perasan Labels: ohhh its just you
Saturday, November 1, 2008 @7:30 PM
Just awesome.
 One big word to describe the camp, A W E S O M E !!! I really had so much fun and I can't explained much because there were just too much for me to tell.Funny and embarassing things happened to me.Haha.Those who know bout' it,diam ey! Hahah..And for today,I'm going out to celebrate his birthday at sentosa.Hehe. I make a big card for him,bought him a cake from coffeebean and shinpad for his soccer because he tends to injure himself everytime he was on the field.Yelah..Nabby Messi katekan.Hahahaha! Kehlah,thats all for today's post. Chioooows people. [PSST: I'm dark..ouww I'm dark! Ouuuw sh*t!] Labels: urggghhhhhh |
